TheGrlsRestroom
You need your girls, you need to release, you need to reset, & you need to refresh! This will be a safe place where we talk about all the fun things, love, grow, glow, get our shit together & release it!
TheGrlsRestroom
Let that Sh*t GO!! PT2 | FCK THA GRLS > GRLS GRL
Welcome to the girls, the restroom. And I want to say happy fucking new year. Before anyone tell y'all happy fucking new year, well, shit, it's gonna be, and on new year's eve everybody gonna be screaming it, but I want this to be like something special to you. So, happy fucking new year. And are y'all excited? Because I don't know, I don't know we're gonna get into that or whatever. This is season two. This is season two and episode one. And y'all know how we coming. Gotta let that shit go. Episode one. Y'all know how we coming. Gotta let that shit go. Because it's New Year, like, why not? It's a new year and it's a new moon, a new month. I mean new, new, new, like it's. You know, it's the perfect time to just start over. So here we are, starting up with a new fucking season, another fucking podcast.
Speaker 1:The girls restroom. If you are new here, welcome. We welcome all the girls and the gays, anybody with feminine energy, who is attracted to pink things, girly, who has a little sass about them. Some man be sneaking in here listening to shit, trying to get, trying to get like little pointers and shit on. How you know, we like things or whatever, and we love it too, because, hello, we all you know we talked about talking about balance. I am eating ice cream while I talk to y'all.
Speaker 1:I am Coco the goat. If you don't know, I am the best bitch in the world. That's who I am. I am the goat and I go by the goats because I'm great at everything that I do. And what's that man name? The king, king Midas Was it King Midas? Where everything he touched turns to gold. I really truly feel like that. Anything that I put my mind to, anything that I touch, anything that I am passionate about, I turn to gold. The problem with me is consistency, but we working on that, we letting it, we letting all that shit go Okay, especially here, coming up in 2025. Back to my intro.
Speaker 1:I am Coco the Goat. I am a makeup artist. A lot of you may know me as a makeup artist. I am a mother. I am what I like to call a healer. I have healing hands. I am the strong friend. I am a plus size baddie. I am a chocolate black fine thing and I am here with a mic now as a podcaster.
Speaker 1:So welcome to my show. I'm excited to have you here. If you're here, if you're new, what's up? Come on home, join the clan and if you're returning, bitch what you been doing. I done took a page out of Wendy Williams' book. Bitch what you been doing, how was you cool? Ah, yes, okay.
Speaker 1:So if you know me and you been here, you know I like to start off a little serious. I'm talking about a little serious depending on the topic and what we're getting into today. So I do want to come in. It's New Year's. I want to come in with good energy. So I want to come in with a little prayer that I wrote for you guys.
Speaker 1:So this is my prayer to you. I had to write it down because when I get to praying, I get the yappling and it just goes all over the place. That's me, period. But I wanted to write it down because I really wanted to be very straight to the point, very intentional, and I wanted to be powerful. I pray that every listener and supporter finds love, peace and abundance in the new year. I pray that when the shadow period comes because they always come one thing we are promised is ups and downs life and death. So I pray that when the shadow period comes, that you find guidance and your faith becomes stronger, knowing that God is the way and the light. I pray that a part of anything you support of me helps heal you, even if it's just a little bit. Thank you for your precious time and I love you and welcome you to the girl's restroom. So, happy fucking New Year. Happy fucking New Year. So I'm back, y'all, I'm back. I'm back and I'm back, y'all. I'm back. I'm back and I'm better and I'm stronger than I was the last time y'all heard from me, child, my 2024. My 2024. Let's talk about 2024 real quick before we let that shit go. Shit go. My 2024 was very kind of thing, okay.
Speaker 1:So the first half of the year I was focused, determined, and then I say around June is when I got out of control and I fell back into like little small bad habits, um, and not things that, things that I couldn't control, like physically or anything, but like mentally Bad habits that I had grew from and I had overcome and I've worked so hard spiritually, like I feel like spirits and God was like girl, why are you self-sabotaging yourself right now, like you know better, you know better. Okay, so, since you want to feel like that, since you want to talk to yourself like that, then okay, then we're gonna give you what you want. And, baby, when I tell y'all I got my ass whooped from June to December, oh lord, I was like okay, okay, I'm tired, I'm sorry, I'm tired, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, whoo, baby, the end of 2024 was like come on, so you can get this, get this ass whooping, so you can uh, learn your lesson, so you can thrive in your next chapter. So that's what my 2024 was like. I have okay.
Speaker 1:So my biggest like the, the best moments of my 2024, I would say, would be January, when I got like, when I got co-signed for my artistry and my content creation by Nicki Minaj. That was the highlight of my fucking year. And then, not only, no, no, so at the beginning of January last year, she shouted me out on station head and she was like clock it, clock it, thank you, coco the goat. And so now, guess what? I got a soundbite for you hoes, and it's up nikki minaj telling me the clock shit, like. And that's just my energy this year, that's my energy going into 2025. Yeah, thank you, coco the goat. Oh yeah, yeah, like, because that's honestly what kept me going 2024.
Speaker 1:And I and, like I said, I self-sabotaged myself around June, not trusting the process, just giving up, just just going with going with impulse, instead of like thinking and strategizing things out when I'm in my shadow area. That's why I really was like, when that shadow period come, let's pray for guidance, let's keep guidance and keep our faith strong and not walk by sight but faith. So that was like the first highlight of my year. And then press play that came out. Everybody know future and nikki minaj are my two favorite artists. So when that song dropped I lost it. I lost it. I love nikki Nikki Hendrix but like when press play came out, I lost it.
Speaker 1:So when she said, draw the four to five, reverse, I'm the uno bitch, I immediately gotten like something just came up over me and was like I was like um, so uno cards, like she ate that up. She ate it up. And I was like, bitch, get up on your good foot and do that damn challenge before anybody else think of it, because it's something so simple that anybody with a creative mind that's into content creation could have easily just did. You know what I'm saying, and I actually seen three people do it after me. So so I went viral, but I didn't start a whole challenge like I wanted to, because once she posted me, I was like y'all do it, do it, do it. They ain't want to do it. I was like, okay, well, bitch, it can't be done. Like the queen, done it. Okay, so that the queen of rap, the queen of makeup, clock that seat, clock it. Thank you, coco the goat. I cannot wait to play that sound bite for y'all. I cannot wait to play for it, play it.
Speaker 1:But anyway, when she co-signed so celebrities love Nicki Minaj I tagged him and Nicki and you know, just supporting the song Because I like it was. I didn't even do it to be reposted. I didn't even do it to be reposted but I was doing it to celebrate the fact that, for one, she notices me on Station Head. She noticed who supports her and that's why I always go out the way and I show love to people that support my podcast and anything I do, because it really do mean a lot when you support people and they just act like you don't matter or, you know, like I don't know, it's just. It makes you want to support people even more when they appreciate the support and I don't do it for people appreciation, but when you do appreciate and acknowledge that I see you supporting me and thank you like it just do something to you.
Speaker 1:So gratitude is everything and I think that's the way of life, like God is not going to grant you anything that you want if you don't show gratitude. So I always show gratitude to people that love me. I show more gratitude and thankfulness to people than I do pay attention to hatership. I address the hatership because it needs to be addressed. Like some people don't have that strength that I have when it comes to just paying attention to positive things, cause I even had to grow into that. So, you know, we address the hatership and we let it be known Like we use that as fuel for the fire, however shit, and we let it be known like we use that as fuel for the fire. However, what keeps us going is that gratitude that those supporters and people some to people or fans, some are supporters, some or like whatever you know. So I was like you know the fuck what I got you, nikki?
Speaker 1:So she did a New Year's Eve look, shout out to her New Year's Eve. Look, last year in Miami. We're not making this podcast about Nicki Minaj, but I'm just giving y'all my motivation that what got me where I was, you know, in my happy place. She did this look. It was very pretty. It was, um, it had diamonds. Everybody knows I'm a diamond girl, I'm a girly, I'm a glitter girly. I hate that the makeup art every makeup artist is going at the south glam look like it's so boring nowadays I'm like, where's the fucking glitter? 2016, me like, I'm sorry I'm stuck in 2016 with makeup, but with skin I always elevate, but that's a different topic for another day. It's about, you know, letting this shit go.
Speaker 1:Anyway, she had a nice natural look like she had like soft cream eyeshadow and then it was like a chocolate color um, excuse me y'all that it faded into and it had diamonds coming about him and I was like, oh, I'm gonna steal this look that she did New Year's Eve and I'm gonna pop out where I'm the uno bitch. Like you know, she was just my full creation, like, and I even channeled her like Roman energy when she said, um, said the tone like a vocal coach, like it was perfect. So I did it and I was just like, and I just had them or whatever. Like you know, just the love of Nicki Minaj and Pink Friday too, because it was a month, yeah, it was beginning, it wasn't even a month old yet. And so, um, I was just sitting, I was like I had got, um, I had given some videos or whatever, I had changed clothes, I had uploaded it, did my little you know content, my little one two Instagram People was loving it. It was on TikTok, people loved it.
Speaker 1:And I was like thinking, and because Pedro had commented and Pedro is like head barb when it comes to being the middleman between Nicki Minaj's fan base and her Like, she goes to him to relay messages, to give out prizes and do all these things If you a barb, you know who the fuck Pedro is, whether you like him or not. Me personally, I love Pedro, so shout out to fucking celebs, love Nicki Minaj, follow him on Instagram if you're a barbie anyway. But, um, so he come in and was like girl, you ate that up. And I was like, thank you so much. Oh, my god, thank you, pedro, like blah blah. And so that's all I took out of it.
Speaker 1:And so the next thing I know and I am a celebrity makeup artist I have worked with no one that's an A-lister, yet, however, I have worked with reality TV stars. Like you know my, if you follow me on Instagram, I don't have like a huge following yet. However, like my engagement is something serious. Like the people that do follow me, fuck with me for sure, I ain't got no fake bots following me and I'm fine with that. So he posted me and I was like all I hear is Nicki Minaj in my ear. Oh, thank you, coco, the Goat Clock it. I was like clock it, clock that T. So I had out on Snapchat.
Speaker 1:I was like oh my God, pedro posted me because he's just as big, because celebrities do follow Pedro, because he posts celebrities all the time who love Nicki Minaj. You know, it's just like an industry thing and so he's low key like a blog when it comes to Nicki too, like stan culture, you know, if you know, you know. So he has a huge following. So I was like what the fuck? He posted me. Thank you, pedro. And he did. He tagged Nicki Minaj too, or whatever so and just hyped it up. And when I say he posted me, he posted me on freaking Twitter, he posted me on Instagram and reshared me on TikTok and, don't get me wrong, he does pay promotions. So for him to really just support me and really fuck with what I did. It just kind of boosted my confidence when it came to content creation. And so when he posted that, I was like oh shit. Like you know, when you have confidence and you know when you're good at a skill and you're good at what you do, but when someone that, when you're trying to get in these spaces with the people that you support on a daily notice it, it's like damn what. And so boom. Next thing I know I was.
Speaker 1:I got on snapchat and I was just like, just like I was like I'm starting to feel myself. I was like if Nicki Minaj noticed this, I'm gonna start fucking. And I had posted that snap. And then I just took the snap and I posted it on my story on Instagram and then I got off and then I got a notification because I am, listen, if I don't stand, no bitch, I'm standing Nicki Minaj period. I'm standing Nicki Minaj period. I try to act like I don't, but I love that bitch to death, like I seriously support her, and that's a different topic for another day. But you know what? We're gonna be talking about this soon because we're gonna talk, we're gonna get into some things about that this season.
Speaker 1:However, I'm sitting here and I seen Nicki Minaj posted to her story. That was the notification that I got off Instagram and I literally had a good feeling, like I was just like I'm laying in the bed, I'm sticking out my makeup on but I'm like chilling, like I put my night clothes on because I just got cute for content and was like just chilling Like you know, just feeling my makeup and and I wasn't taking it off, just just chilling. Next thing I know I get a DM from Pedro that said well, you better start fucking crying right now. I jumped up out that bed. Y'all. When I tell you, y'all when I tell you I jumped the fuck up and I was. I was literally scared to go look at it and I just went. I ain't even write him back.
Speaker 1:At first, I went straight to her story and there was Coco the motherfucking gloat. I'm talking about the glo, coco the motherfucking goat Clocking it, clocking you bitches On the queen motherfucking story. And it was, I remember, like it was yesterday Because it was Kassanet, and then it was me. After that Bitch, what? And it was just us two on the story for like 24 hours, almost 24 hours, and then she added, like a violinist, who she actually brought on the Gaddix CD tour.
Speaker 1:On her story too. When I tell y'all I lost it and the video is still up now or whatever, so I'm going to repost it Because the memories is coming up, bitch, and you best, best motherfucking, believe I'm, I'm gonna reshare that. So that that got me motivated to like bitch, do you? This is on Nicki Minaj's fucking story. Do you not know how many motherfuckers see you right now, do you? And then, not only, not only are you on Nicki Minaj fucking story, you are on her story with the song with future. Who else is your favorite rapper? So that mean he. It is a possibility of him being your man one day. Girl, ha, ha, ha ha ha. Mitch Future, my man, he done. Seen me on Nicki Minaj story, oh, um, anyway. So that kicked my year off awesome and I feel like that.
Speaker 1:First, the first six months of the year, content was going. I was consistent, it was going. It was good. I got an was good. I got me a new car. Shit was just like birthing for me.
Speaker 1:Then God was like all right, baby, I'm glad you're having a good time. How bad you want it. What you got for me. This is what I got for you for being faithful. But now it was time. Don't give up. So I did you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1:I was consistent with everything, but was losing like that momentum with spirit, and so stuff started shaking up from the chest. I had to get that right because God will humble you. God will let you know like, yeah, baby, this you, but I'm helping your ass. I know God, be like girl, I ain't say it like that. You know I got good energy, so don't be, but that's just just me and my relationship with God or whatever.
Speaker 1:So, yeah, I wasn't. I had got caught up. It wasn't as focused on the shit I should have been focusing on. So it wasn't like rough, rough for me the past the last six months. It was an ass whooping, but it was like okay, girl, well, you should have done this fucking early, when you had this going on a little, like you know. So I had to just get my shit together like okay, let me, let me, let me go hard, but all right, like you gotta celebrate everything every five minutes, girl, like put the phone down, pick up a book, basically that's what it was. So it was very rewarding in 2024, um, it was a beautiful start and I'm so grateful for it, so grateful for it.
Speaker 1:So, coming into 2025, well, the end of December, december is what I like to call my ancient mama period, because baby, ancient mama, because baby, this one, I'm just giving, like natural girly, my hair out, no nails. Like my resting period, like my ooh, like, let me just be my beautiful self. My resting period, like my ooh, like, let me just be my beautiful self. And so we had a vision board party at one of my closest friends' house here in Dallas. Her name is Jade Chiantay. Blue is her name on Instagram. I'm going to put their attach their Instagrams, because I got some sound bites I want y'all to hear from them.
Speaker 1:So we had us a little vision party there where we just talked about, like okay, it was cool, 2024 was cool. We made memories and just showing gratitude with our friendship with each other, because that's where, like, it started at, you know, and did like a little vision board of what we wanted in 2025 and it was very successful. It was a vibe. I had the music going Jade um had. I ain't gonna say on here, but you know, you know we was elevated. Our minds was stimulated, me and jada, whatever. And then um and her nun had bought the, the, the tools. She bought all of the, you know the, the goodies when it comes to making um, like the magazines and like you know all the creative stuff when it came to doing our vision board, and we just bobbed out. It was a vibe.
Speaker 1:It was some much girl time that I needed because, like I said, I had got in my era where I was like I'm on social media, uh, and really focusing on I gotta get home together. Kaysen started school, y'all. Kaysen is my son. If you don't know, I have a six-year-old son and his birthday was coming up so. So I had to, you know, get in mommy mode. Mommy, but I'm always in mommy mode, don't get me, don't get it twisted but he was my main main focus. I needed no distractions, no social media, no, nothing. It was school time. It was things we had to work on, and when I do my little segment about being a mom, I will get more in detail about that. So that was new for me. It was a lifestyle lifestyle change. I got a new job. That was a lifestyle change. So I just was like, in transition era that the the six months that I was in. But, like I said, like it wasn't nothing that wasn't rewarding, it was just very.
Speaker 1:I always self sabotage when I get overwhelmed, I don't know. It's the Aries in me, y'all I get impulsive and get to crying and it's the Aries and Pisces together that send me and I get to doing all that extra stuff. So that was, like you know, my recap. And then I had a heartbreak and my heartbreak was a friend heart break. Um, so I did go through that.
Speaker 1:I feel like that was like one of the lowest points of my year. Right, one of the lowest points of my year, because for one, I didn't see I I seen it coming. I'm not going to cap, but I didn't see it coming. If you get what I'm saying, like when I say I saw what coming, it was like well, why would you expect yourself to be any different on what's been said about other people behind their backs, and you know your thoughts and their thoughts on certain things, but I didn't see it coming the way it did. Like, if you, yeah, chad, if you know, you know, so I did have like a little.
Speaker 1:So I am like recovering from that, so I'm in my villain era and not to say like and I think a lot of people don't understand how heartbreaks and friendship heartbreaks are this fucking thing when it comes to loving your friendships, because it's still a relationship, like it's still a friendship, a relationship Like it's still like damn. Only because, too, like, if you know me, like I'm truly about this shit, this girls girls, shit, this for the girls Like let's get the girls together, let's have a good time, let's heal Like sisterhood. Like let's get the girls together, let's have a good time, let's heal like sisterhood. Like I'm really about this shit and I take shit serious when I call people my friends and get very close with them and yeah, it's um, that's something that I want to let go. Like I want a clean slate with that. With me, I would never become the bitch friend again ever, just because the trust is not there. That's one thing I do want to let go. Also, I look at the gain.
Speaker 1:I gained a friend, hanan, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. She's from Africa. She's been here in Dallas for, I think she said, 13 years and what's funny is me, her and Jay. That's who we had a vision party with. We did a, we did a, we recorded a podcast. My damn mic wasn't like. I did my little portable stuff. I just brought a mic and my laptop and we did like a test in 212 and then I took it out for us to hear it. It didn't plug the bitch back up. So I'm like super loud, hanan sounds far and Jade just sounds like perfect, and I'm'm like, of course you do.
Speaker 1:But so I'm not going to upload it because, just because, like I'm, we all about giving y'all good quality, it was their first time ever being on a damn podcast, so they were nervous as shit, but it was really a vibe. And then the recorder I had to download like a recorder because the most important part, when I asked them, like you know well, this is what my podcast is about, so what is your idea on being a girl's girl, it cut the fuck off Hell. I don't even remember what was said. Now, me and Jack, we was off that wine. I mean, jack was off that wine. So I don't even remember what they said, but it was some real shit. But I, but that part cut off. And then we did like a little.
Speaker 1:You know, I just wanted to like get my feet wet with doing like little interviews and interacting with people on this podcast, because that's what season two is going to bring. And so I was just, like you know, getting my feet wet. They got the feel of supporting me that way and I got them little Christmas gifts and I was like my Christmas gift to y'all is well, hanan is actually Muslim, so I just gave them a gift. It's a holiday of gift giving, so I just wanted to like just give them something, but I don't want to like disrespect her and her space and her religion with Allah. So I, you know, gave her a, just a gift. I would say like just a gratitude gift. The end of the year, it's the holidays for everybody. Everybody has their thing. So, um, I did just give them a gift and, yeah, like you know, kept stuff like Just me being A fucking girl's girl, but I brought that up to even say Like with her.
Speaker 1:I met her at Kiana, which is Jay's sister, another soul sister of mine. Hey, kiki, um, I met her at the baby shower there and Jay had spoke of her like college friends because her and Jay met in college. But, like, when it comes to names and shit, especially if I don't have a face, it's gonna go like. You know it's gonna be in my head, but I'm not gonna like sleep on or anything. Um. So when she said her name, I was like, oh, she done, talked about you.
Speaker 1:And then, like, immediately when I seen her and I was going through that transition era to where I was going through that heartbreak with that friend, and immediately when I seen her, it was just like a light over her. She was, she is beautiful, okay, like her spirit and everything. I'm not just talking about her looks, her spirit, her energy, her vibe. She is just like wow. It was just like it's just like wow. It was just like hey, like see, like when I seen her, this is my thought like see, bitches like you that I love that. This just I just want around me. You know what I'm saying. So seeing her, it was oh my god. Jay told me so much about you and gave me a hug and we were like cool. So we all vibed uh, the baby shower was like a surprise baby shower. It was such a vibe.
Speaker 1:I was around again, a group of women of different backgrounds, all black women, beautiful, different vibes, but still a like. It pulled me back into my this like let that shit go. Like you know what I'm saying like let that, let that heartbreak go, fuck them bitches. That ain't for you. Like you know how this go, don't let it dictate you into not thinking that it ain't people out there that got that good spirit like you just don't, you know. Just you know whatever. And so it was it really pulled me.
Speaker 1:It was healing a heartbreak, just being around women, just like and I know it sounds like some, I know y'all like, okay, let's be honest. But no, let's be honest, when you are a woman, like y'all here, so y'all understand, y'all get it. A lot of people can sit and say, like I hang with the boys, I do, but it ain't nothing Like being around some girls, your bitches, your besties, and it being a fucking vibe, your gays and girls, and it's being a fucking vibe. And so I needed that. And then it was. We were surrounded by celebrating a upcoming birth. So even and I know, like y'all know me, I'm so deep in it.
Speaker 1:I feel like everything God, every place God puts me at, is very intentional, and I'm just so, so grateful to have Jade to always lean on when shit hits the fan with, like me being here as like a friend, um, I'm so grateful for her and I'm thank god for her. And then, if it wasn't for her and me and her getting close off, another heartbreak of like, because it was like boom, a heartbreak last year around the same fucking time for my friend. It was like okay, jade kind of came in replaced that and was being everything that I thought that friend was. And then, round two, she brought me somebody like from her circle that it just felt like a sister from you know a different place and, um, I'm just so grateful for them. So we, that was the ending of my 2024. And then I went to like a Christmas party with another one of my uh, clients turned friends and uh, yeah, like I just needed my girls at the right time and they always showed the fuck up and I'm so grateful for that, so grateful, and so that was like the.
Speaker 1:It got me back, motivated to get back on the mic with y'all, because I was in a negative place when it came to how the fuck you going to be a girl's girl when you like. So you like, fuck the girls Like ooh, doja, cat, doja, you like. So you like, fuck the girls like, oh, doja, cat, doja cat got a song fuck the girls dang with me, fuck the girl. That was the vibe, that was my feeling era, that's how I was feeling like and it was affecting what I really truly do and it was god was like girl, that ain't you, that ain't how you feel and and even if you have a little malice in your heart towards somebody that hurt you, let that shit go, because what is it serving you? You should be grateful that I showed you this person was who the fuck they was. When I did Versus you, waiting it out a little bit longer and the damage is a little bit worse, so let this shit go here, like you know. So I did, like I started sacrificing and I was like you know what, fuck it, fuck you, fuck it. Like you know, in my billionaire, like, okay, fuck you, fuck it, it ain't them, it's you. Fuck you, fuck it.
Speaker 1:And soon as I did, jade introduced me to Hanan and I know y'all, like girl, you finna be 30 years old. At your big age, you give a fuck about friends. Yeah, because I feel like my girls and my friends in general, period, because FemG follow FemG on freaking Instagram. That's my baby. We gonna talk about him in a minute. Though that's my motherfucking baby.
Speaker 1:You hear me love Fem G down, but um, like being like. My friends are my family to me, because I get to choose who you are and I want to make good choices because I know, coming into my life and in my life, that I will go to bat for you. If I love you, period, if you come in as a lover, my child, my whoever you are to me, if you mean something to me, oh, bitch, you gonna know it. You know like's just, I'm love and affection all day. If you look it up in the dictionary, that's me, that's genuinely me, because if I love you, I just love you. Oh, my God, I'm with the best Like and my problem has been in the past loving people a little bit harder than I love my own self, and that's not healthy and I've grown for that.
Speaker 1:So you know, um, I've grew from that. So you know, whatever with that now, but that really did like. So that's why I'm. And then what? I'm sorry y'all, y'all not get. I get the rambling, but I say that to say yes, I am 30 years old, but however, no, I'm not y'all in April anyway.
Speaker 1:But my um point in that is, I'm here in Dallas. I've been in Dallas now for going on three years and I haven't met. I don't have any family here, kacen doesn't have any family here, and so what voids me from my loneliness of my, my actual biological sisters back home and my brothers? I don't have them here. So I'm like choosing people and I'm trusting God is leading me in the right way of choosing these people and I am, you know, like vulnerable a little bit because I don't have that and I had to realize that too. Like, okay, don't be so vulnerable, because you, you do have your people back home too. Like, don't forget, like don't forget. They there, no matter what, no matter the distance. Shout out to Sasha, chantel and Sade, my three S's, and so they're there regardless, like you know, and I never forget that and also my little sisters, like Kelly's and Kelsey. When I went back home this year two in June and no July I went back home in July and I went for my nephew's first birthday and me and my sisters we went out for the first time together because they're younger than me, and so we went out for the first time together. Finally, kelsey asked it was old enough to hang with the big girls. So we went out for the first time like we just bonded on a whole different level, like she even cried when I left, like I love my sisters.
Speaker 1:If I feel this way about my soul sisters and my sisters that's not from the Mr or the Mrs imagine how I do feel about my blood. You know what I'm saying. We don't have that here. Even Kaysen, my child, is going through an era where he's been saying he hates Texas because his family is not here. We come from family. We come from real niggas and real bitches back home. When it comes to that sucker shit and it comes to that loving shit, we don't play that shit. We all about fucking love and loyalty around this.
Speaker 1:Motherfucker, when you coming around me with that energy, like you really for me and you just this and that and the third, and you, you just all of my businesses in all in my fucking way and really not for me, but crying and sitting and then playing the victim out of shit, then it's like, oh, you's a slimy, slime ball, ass bitch and I don't fuck with you. Like that's not where I come from. Like you, you a snake, you the ones that you know, like you remind me of somebody and how the fuck I ain't see that. Like, even though I'm vulnerable and I'm looking for my family, like keep your fucking eyes open. And it was just a wake up call. So I had to let the heartbreak go and let it be known like, okay, well, I'm sacrificing that friendship like I have another one. I have more family, I have some real family around this, motherfucker.
Speaker 1:And when I tell y'all when that situation came and it happened, literally blessings started pouring my way, doors started opening, like just little stuff that you know that I was like working towards, it just wasn't happening when I was around and as soon as the fuck I got off and around it, somebody better get somebody off in you, baby, because I'm going to start preaching, but anyway, we let that shit go. So that's not a. It's not a. You know. It's about that. It's a part of the journey that I'm appreciative for, because look what God gave me. He gave me Jade, and Jade gave me Hanan, and God gave me Hanan and God gave me Hanan. And I just want to end my year with thanking those two ladies for being in my life, for being my inspiration, to get back on my shit, without even having to say it, without even noticing it, just being who they are. So this episode is of letting that shit go and, you know, getting back to things, starting over, starting new, starting fresh. So this goes to them and I love you girls, I love y'all so much and I just want to say thank you and to my supporters, I adore y'all.
Speaker 1:I haven't been promoting, I haven't been promoting, I haven't been doing anything, but literally I've been having like 15 listeners in a week where I'm not even on social media. The next week I got like 20 listeners. The next week I have like 12. Then one week I have like two, then the next thing, you know, I got like 15. So people are God is still making his way around promoting for me and I didn't even have to do it, like I can tell, like the things that I'm putting out there is reaching the people that it needs to reach and I just pray that it touches you in a way that you can relate in a way, and I had a couple of people actually reach out to me. It was like, girl, you need to keep your podcast because I love it. Blah, blah, blah. Who don't even know me. I don't even know where these people come from, but clearly God needed you in my sisterhood in my pack for a reason. So, welcome to the fucking family. Because this is another fucking podcast and we're going to bring so much more than we did in season two, than we did season one and just continuing. So, yes, um, we letting that shit go. We tonight I'm burning, I'm writing down me a list and I'm burning that shit before the new year. I'm leaving that shit in 2024, and that, um, that's what everything.
Speaker 1:Procrastination and fucking procrastination, like bitch, not procrastinating. Get up on your good foot. Get up on your good foot and get shit done. Like what? Get it done? I'm from South Carolina, y'all, and we used to have and that's the one I tell you, the fucking country, the country. So we used to walk around not we, but like we as the South Carolinians A lot of like the fucking rednecks I'm going to say rednecks, and I don't mean no harm by it, because you know I got some girls, that's some rednecks. You know I'm from South Carolina, like I'm with you, sis, until you pull out that cover flat. Anyway, some fucking rednecks. They would have that hunter gear shit on, and on Farmers Day, we would wear shirts that said we, as in YesMeToo, would wear shirts that say get or done, get or done, but that's how you got to say it. Wear shirts that say get or done, get her done, but that's how you gotta say it say get or done, but you gotta say get her done. So, bitch, get her done. It's get her done. It is coco the goat I'm checking out. I pray're going to say another little affirmation. My affirmation is you get her done, get her done, get her done, get her done. So you're going to get your ass up and get it done or be done. So get it or be done. That's the motto of 2025. That's get her done. It's go time, it's go mode.
Speaker 1:I will be turning 30 and I'm so excited. I'm not a young, I'm a young woman. I'm a young woman. I'm not a young lady anymore, I'm a young woman. I'm not no motherfucking auntie yet. Don't call me auntie, I ain't even tt. Don't call me no auntie. I'm not auntie yet. But I'm still in my big sis era, like I'm big sister, like I got a little wisdom with me. Still, you know feet wet, pussy wet. You know what I'm saying, but I'm just saying I'm going to be 30.
Speaker 1:And I've came such a long way, I've healed so much and when I tell you, the little chocolate fat girl is so proud of mother right now, so proud of mother right now, like manifested the life that I am truly living and God, I just want to thank God and in 2025, I pray over me. I pray that I see the enemy before the enemy attacks, so we rebuke the enemy. I see. I mean, I pray that you guys can hear something from my story, learn from a lesson, or heal from being you know from any malice you have in your heart towards anybody and know that it's not for, like, it's not everybody. It's just a lesson that you had to learn out of that. Take accountability of what you can take accountability for and move on. And I wish that and I pray that your 2025 is everything you needed to be, to set you up for success. Even if you feel like you're not going to have a successful year or you're not going to see the successes in 2025, I pray that it is setting you up to be the best fucking version of yourself that you can be up, to be the best fucking version of yourself that you can be.
Speaker 1:I love y'all. This is fucking season two and happy new year. Write that shit down tonight, burn that shit. Roll some shit up. Burn that shit. I love y'all, thank you. You know when someone is just a good person, yeah, you know what I mean. Yeah, yeah, there's certain people you know you gotta keep around, bro, and coco was one of those. Yes, I definitely agree. Well, I just want to show my gratitude to you girls and thank y'all for being my girls here and let's say cheers to the new year, to our affirmations and everything that we want the come to pass to be even in a better situation and a healthier situation, but still the same squad next year. Let's cheers to sisterhood and being a girl's girl. Cheers to being a girl's girl. Yeah, and to the new year and I love y'all and thank you.